In the past years I keep hearing at almost any conference I attend or online talk that the blame for everything is the "white rich middle-aged developer" and we need more inclusion and that we have racist software and products on the market. We need to change things IMMEDIATLEY is the call of all of these events. Being myself of Caucasian persuasion I started to feel that I am somehow the blame of all evil and somehow at the same time being discriminated. Thus started my long journey in finding that racist software producer but it seems more hard to find in real life than in a TED talk or at a conference.